I really feel like I am about to have a panic attack. I’ve already, um…gotten sick and now I’m just shaking and my head is throbbing. Even a little short of breath.

Why? In about 75 minutes I have to interview one of my favorite songwriters. Not Emerson Hart (Oh God, could you imagine how frantic I would be), but someone I absolutely adore. He’s in town with his band and I was originally going to just take photos, but now I’ve been asked to interview them as well. Can we say “freak out”?!?!

My questions are done and I know what I want to talk about, but I have the feeling I will come up blank in front of them. I have everything outlined on a note card, but I’m to embarrassed to use it during the Q & A.

I really need a pill right now. Or weed, but that stuff smells bad and I’m easily intimidated by the thought of getting caught…so yeah, I need a pill.

Wish me luck…I think I am going to be sick again.